the icy peak of forever by Shannonthedreamer, literature
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the icy peak of forever
cold, dark and unforgiving
I stand here on the cusp of forever
looking back at what I am to leave behind
you promised the glory but none of the time
stillness does not have purchase here
and neither does any of the fear
too much want to be weak
too much weakness to have want
but still forever beckons to me like a shining orb
I still my trembling fingers and reach toward the light
so far away that I cannot justify my plight
and so I fade away, far from forever, far from my dreams
and away from the music
no hands to catch me, nothing to break my fall
they were long gone when you took it all
For the first time and the last time
you hear me speak of love
through all my troubles
this love was always enough
But now, a new time is coming
and I really have to say
to stay with you any longer
would mean a price to pay
My world is getting bigger
while yours has nothing but to shrink
my mind is getting restless
while yours struggles even to think
There is a thorn on your roses
and I am the only one to see
You think you are forever gaining
but you are only losing me
All the times I've tried
and all the times you have not
I know it may seem harsh
but I have not forgot
I know something
I need to find my happiness
I trusted you sweet betrayer by Shannonthedreamer, literature
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I trusted you sweet betrayer
I trusted you, call me a fool but alas I did
the trust was that of my life, my soul, my heart
but you didn't care, you tore it in two
as if you never cared at all
Maybe you didn't? Although I needed you more than ever
You played me for a hopeless fool leading me along this splendid path
only to drop me
I was you toy, nothing more, nothing less
A amusement you grew tired of having
So you cast me aside like a lifeless doll....
....only to try and claim me again
Who do you think you are? You do not control my life
You will not set the tune to which I will dance
And thus life without you I know is possible...
I have seen the othe
into my inner heart by Shannonthedreamer, literature
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into my inner heart
Enter the tomb of awaking darkness
into the light that shines upon you
I have found that a certain fondess
allows our love to shine true
If you are the sun and I am the moon
You grasped my heart and pulled it from a world of shadow
into light too soon
there are things you cannot know
my tears are a river of harmony cast to cleanse
me of all lust
I ask nothing but you give me an orb of shining truth as
you must
You love me as I love you and that is enough?
I think not
we are fools caught be are long lost sorrow
fools that wouldn't let go through fears of tomorrow
lonliness is a killing thing
when there is noone to help yo
My Angel Of Darkness by Shannonthedreamer, literature
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My Angel Of Darkness
I find myself somehow inspired by you,
My dark light my Angel of Darkness through and through,
You lead me along a fated path in the dark,
Your wisdom and knowledge are utterly stark,
Always and forever I will follow you,
Like a parent leading a child toward something new,
Helpless that I am to resist your intent,
I simply cannot until my thirst for your knowledge is utterly spent,
You hold me there in your darkest lands,
Constantly caressing my mind with delicate hands,
I burn inside as does molten fire,
With your words I climb ever higher,
I am yours master......
You smoke, You swear, You have a funny stare,
But when it comes to motherhood none can compare,
You loved me before anyone else,
Thought of me even before your own self,
You think I see embarrasment in you,
But I tell you now that was never true,
When I look at you I'll tell you what I see,
The amazing women you are, the women I wish to be,
Stress sometimes leaves us bitter,
But through it all you come out all the better,
And thats why I love you
Your my mother,
One unlike any other
Love from you, no thanks by Shannonthedreamer, literature
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Love from you, no thanks
I try to love you,
Day by day,
But slowly I feel that love slipping away,
You say you want me,
You say you're in need,
Don't you see,
your words only make me bleed,
I have tried,
God knows I try,
But feelings desert me,
Why oh why,
Can't you see?
I would love you,
If only I had it in me...
Fear be your only gift by Shannonthedreamer, literature
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Fear be your only gift
You look upon my face,
A ruin of time once told,
You search for secret answers,
None can ever tell or behold,
Who are you to me?
Who am I to you?
No-one I say,
No-one is true,
Leave me,
Run from me now,
Shrink back in horror,
Then ask me how,
Love is what I gave to you,
Fear is your only gift to me,
I give you my music and my vision,
If only you could see,
Help me, love me, need me please.
Little butterfly, Little Butterfly,
Will you be my friend?
Then we could fly away
On a breeze that never ends,
Don't leave Little Butterfly
Take me with you
I wish to be small and mysterious too
Little Butterfly please don't go away,
With me you should always stay
Why must you leave?
Why must you go?
Why are goodbyes always so painfully slow?
But ah, you've flown,
and I am alone,
But don't worry, just do what you do,
For don't you know? I am a Little Butterfly too!
There was a magic of which none did speak,
When the Dragon and the Unicorn first did meet,
A flame in the sky,
A rose in the feild,
All who saw were forced to yeild,
Into the sky,
Beyond the moon,
Higher and higher,
The rose is in bloom,
The Dragon was grand,
with all his might,
Nearby villages shook in fright,
But the Unicorn with it's beauty made everything calm,
Like a gentle flower held in ones palm,
Friends forever they shall be,
Living in a world known as fantasy
I had a dream that you and I,
Ascended a stairway towards the sky,
Ever higher we did climb,
Leaving our troubles and woes behind,
Look at the sky there's nothing there,
Just a lot of clouds and the sweet, sweet air,
But like the children of the sun we should be,
Soaring high where none will see,
But our dreams go like a bonfire up in flames,
We fall to the ground to play the same old games,
But up high in the sky our sun burns bright,
Even lighting our darkest nights,
Sun child, I am not by Shannonthedreamer, literature
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Sun child, I am not
I am not your friend,
I am not your foe,
I am merely a girl who wishes to know,
Why do your demons stalk me so,
Everywhere high and everywhere low,
I say a charm,
I say a prayer,
All you do do is sit and stare,
Your darker wishes encase my soul,
Your torment prevent me becoming whole,
Leave me be,
Let me lie!
You say you're smart so tell me why,
It's your heart black as night
that send me plunging into fright,
Sunchild, I am not.
S
An hour away
An hour from you
My lips are chapped and I'm turning blue,
I need you now
To rescue me
But you can't hear and you can't see,
If life was but a race would you leave me behind?
If life was but a battle would you be so kind?
I'm surely dying now
I'm nearly gone
If only I could tell you what you knew all along,
As I die
I see your face
Smiling, with it's charming grace,
Don't cry for me
Because if you do
I would surely cry for you,
I'd sink deeper into the blue
Then my world would truly be through,
Chill in my heart by Shannonthedreamer, literature
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Chill in my heart
The chill in my heart matches the chill in my spine
As I descend a stairway into your mind
I see your evil in your black heart
An evil that knows no end and knows no start
In your minds' eye I see your face
Smiling at me with decieving grace
An angel you look but angel you're not
Inside you simply decay and rot
Your darkness inside robs me of life
Your hateful words peirce me like a knife
Away from this place I wish to flee
But your beautiful face makes a silent plee
I wish to run, I wish to hide
But in your heart I must always confide
You are my angel
You are my sun
Shining on me
A heatwave for one
Truly beautiful is what you are
My glorious moon
My shining star
In my heart you will always be
You the only boat on my sparkling sea
I love the way you send chills down my spine
I love it even more, the fact that you're mine
You make me happy because you see
I am you and you are me
Together we are one.
There was a magic of which none did speak,
When the Dragon and the Unicorn first did meet,
A flame in the sky,
A rose in the feild,
All who saw were forced to yeild,
Into the sky,
Beyond the moon,
Higher and higher,
The rose is in bloom,
The Dragon was grand,
with all his might,
Nearby villages shook in fright,
But the Unicorn with it's beauty made everything calm,
Like a gentle flower held in ones palm,
Friends forever they shall be,
Living in a world known as fantasy
Little butterfly, Little Butterfly,
Will you be my friend?
Then we could fly away
On a breeze that never ends,
Don't leave Little Butterfly
Take me with you
I wish to be small and mysterious too
Little Butterfly please don't go away,
With me you should always stay
Why must you leave?
Why must you go?
Why are goodbyes always so painfully slow?
But ah, you've flown,
and I am alone,
But don't worry, just do what you do,
For don't you know? I am a Little Butterfly too!
Fear be your only gift by Shannonthedreamer, literature
Literature
Fear be your only gift
You look upon my face,
A ruin of time once told,
You search for secret answers,
None can ever tell or behold,
Who are you to me?
Who am I to you?
No-one I say,
No-one is true,
Leave me,
Run from me now,
Shrink back in horror,
Then ask me how,
Love is what I gave to you,
Fear is your only gift to me,
I give you my music and my vision,
If only you could see,
Help me, love me, need me please.
Love from you, no thanks by Shannonthedreamer, literature
Literature
Love from you, no thanks
I try to love you,
Day by day,
But slowly I feel that love slipping away,
You say you want me,
You say you're in need,
Don't you see,
your words only make me bleed,
I have tried,
God knows I try,
But feelings desert me,
Why oh why,
Can't you see?
I would love you,
If only I had it in me...
You smoke, You swear, You have a funny stare,
But when it comes to motherhood none can compare,
You loved me before anyone else,
Thought of me even before your own self,
You think I see embarrasment in you,
But I tell you now that was never true,
When I look at you I'll tell you what I see,
The amazing women you are, the women I wish to be,
Stress sometimes leaves us bitter,
But through it all you come out all the better,
And thats why I love you
Your my mother,
One unlike any other
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